3 Questions

1) How can I connect with Science and my religion (Christianity)?
2) What does it mean to be a scientist?
3) Why is "Science" important for me? In Ethnical and moral ways

Spiritual gifts Assesment

Administration- clarifying goals, devloping stratiges and plans, organizing people and events, managing details
Leadership- Taking responsibility for directing groups or people; motivating and guiding others to reach important goals; influencing others. These were the 'gifts' that was written as the result for my questions. To think that oneself has significant gift is marvelous. However, I don't know if that is true value of myself. This is just one of the gift that I have right? Everybody has this gift, which might show up just little by little. I think that problem is that I do not know if this just specified talent for each one from God or is it just general thing that oneself think, about yourself?
As I finsih my reflection, I think that I will never find the answers for my questions. Since hardest thing to recognize is oneself's mind and dream. But I will struggle for my goal, becase I found and analyzed about my talents and charcteristics.

Day 6th with Mrs. Gunther

Today is the last day with Mrs. Gunther. To tell you the truth, I don't remeber what I did in the last day. I always get this pieces of memory in my head, where I can connect each sence with only guesses. Which means that I have very short term memory. Whatever the reason is, I remeber that I had to finish the booklet..... Oh! That day I finished it and matched with the given job list. I got job like chemisit, which was my pick and psychologist counciler which was little different what I expected. I knew that I would like to be a psychologist or physcial-chemisist because it was my goal from the beginning. I don't know why but I have this thought that I have to help human being. It may be becasue of my childhood experience, but I hope that this thought that is stuck in my head will keep me foucused when I get myself off track.

Day 5 with Mrs. Gunther

            Once again we started with looking at the presentation that Mrs. Gunther gave. It was talking about tips for beneficial learning, regarding to the test that I took last class. I’ve learned that I should work in the quiet place, where I could just nibble on something and study in cool places. This seemed to fit my characteristics. But, still I don’t know if this is 100% correct or occasionally correct for my studying time. I might have to talk to the teacher or adults about this. I came to conclusion that we are choosing our own path with just interest and thoughts that currently one has, which may become bad choices in the future just like the booklet told me. On one side I felt like I am just chasing after a life that is just meaningless. I couldn’t stop thinking about how contradictory the story of adults were against my current goals. I hope that I can continue and pursuit my dream to become a scientist.  

Day 4 with Mrs. Gunther

Today oneself took the survey for the whole class. I have found that most of the questions repeated, not same, but similar pattern. It was uneasy task, because some question made me skeptical about my own self. For example, I didn’t know weather I was good at studying with or without music on and I thought that I was clear about answering some, but I began to think differently as it inquired same question over and over. Afterwards I began took another test called personality test. It was just similar test to previous one, but this time I had to take it twice. Since, I couldn’t decide clearly I had to take it twice. This process frustrated me until the end of the school, but I think I feel like I’ve spent enough time to think over myself.

Reflection of day 3 with Mrs. Gunther

Checking one's homework, Mrs. Gunther looked satisfied, but not completely, some people did finish their homework, and some didn't. The homework packet that we received didn't have clear instructions. Opaque as it was I neither James nor Gene who sat next to me didn't finish all of them. But we moved one without asking things. I believe that, it was just minor stuff that we had to do, to keep our thoughts organized. Subsequently, we had to list some things. This list was things that we kept high priority on. I knew and learned that I had to keep God and Jesus in first, but that wasn't on the list.This took me long enough to end the class by the time I finished it. I got things like making money and getting into good social position as my top lists. Things like making my parents and God happy will only happen, if we are successful in the society. I can't realize how to keep God first and follow the money at the same time. Its like the society is making me follower of money, but in my spiritual life, I know that I shouldn't. Each classes that I take and each day I live, I leave behind more and more questions. I don't know why this world is so inconsistent and contradictory. Society tells you how to do things, but on the other hand you have to listen to your moral and religious being which seems to be miss-matched. Anyway, I should just listen and follow, until I can comprehend the life that I am living. (I feel like I've written abstract and unclear stuff)

Definition of Talent

Talent is anything that human are given naturally or sharpened, that is used for yourself and others. I believe everyone has talent. Talent is something that we can get, but also we can make it into our own by experiencing and taking into to your limit then it is talent. Talent is so common with people that people tend to think that they don't have talents, but it is not true that we don't have any, since we have the talent to read, eat, breath, blah, blah, blah. However, people do have talents, and if you think you don't, then you just didn't get to acknowledge that, yourself.

I think my talent is the voice and speech that I have. I have the voice and speech ability that can persuade people and sometimes lead people. I don't think that I gained it, but God gave it to me. Also, I have this thing, that I can cling onto. I have this "thing" which helps me, not to give on things and hold it tightly until the end. This talent gives me positives effects, but also it sometimes keeps me from quitting things when it should be. I have various talents and I think that it should be used for the good.

Day 1: Thought questions

I will be choosing my career by my decision and the decision that I made did not change from my youngest age that I can remember. I chose this career because, I was researching about environmental issues that our planet was facing. I came to realize that the Earth might be endangered after few decades, so I thought I wanted to help that problem. I just wanted to end this terror and fear that I faced. In my childhood I thought that Earth could become unsafe place for my family to live. For some reason I was desperate, and I wanted to end this. Therefore, I came up with most significant job to help the problem that we face. It was scientist, to make it more detailed, chemi-physics scientist. I thought this would be interesting, because I enjoy science and this was my biggest ambition that I dreamt of from the beginning. I don't think that my gender matters for this topic. Unless it is physical work that we are doing, the gender probably don't matter to scientist. Also, this career that I chose, was from Discovery channel, who showed that there is a possibility of Earth's end and from my parents (scientist), who taught me little bit of science everyday. I have been living in Christian family and I do believe that God is taking care of me. I just hope that this career that I take is not unethical. Even though I have this religion, I will do with my faith.

How 2(to) make a scratching noise

Scratching noise that DJs makes while turning the disc is cool right? Maybe for some people it is, but to make a noise like that it sounds difficult. BUT once you get to know it, it will be much easier. The skill that I'm going to tell you is called crab scratch. First you have to put your thumb on the middle joint of index finger from the the hand. From this you can make a simple v shape, you have to make sure that it has airway. (the v shape has to be clear) Then you have to put that v shape contact with your mouth. The thumb has to touch one end of your lip and the V shape has to be contacting on the middle of your lip. Next thing you have to do, is just breath in. First you have to breath in easily, and make a sound. You have to get the hang of it. After that if you are comfortable with that position and sound that yo are making, just practice to make the sound louder in to real scratch.

“Feel the fear, and do it anyway”

Fearing about things that are not abnormal thing in everyday human life. We tend to feel it everyday, for example like the time when I sense the teacher coming up near my back, I feel great fear and I want to hide what ever that I was doing It may be difficult to say for younger generations to say this, but fear is what we cannot escape, it is the core that makes you to do things rather than bravery. To tell you the truth I have never feared or dread so much about anything, until I realized the true self of the world and how it is made of, how much we are useless compared to others, how much we are empty inside. I have never that much of depression and fear for the world. The thing that I thought was insignificant became my greatest fear. However, I’ve heard that this happens to tremendous amount of teenagers. I had this moment of enlightenment in our mind, where we go “Oh no, I am not the best at this.” or “There are lots of expectations on me, but I am not certain that I will success.” This situation maybe very critical, because this mostly happens in our high school, which is time of our life where your career or society level depends on. We can be neglecting our precious time, just because we are lethargic and depressed. The fear that we have right now can be healed within time, or last forever to keep bugging you, this is our choice. You should be ready for being jeopardized by this situation, but we should keep your minds straighten up.  Fear that we can have right now is here, because we can overcome the fear, because this happens to all of us.

Migrant MOther STOO~RY

I don't know what to do with my children. I came here to America just to get my children for higher education, however it seems that it was a foolish attempt. I should be on my job, but the thing is that i got fired just yesterday, because that the company doesn't need extra people. I didn't expect that i could be fired, so it was worse. I should have made another route just incase these things would happen. Even though I have three kids I could not imagine that one would be jobless and wait for the day that we would get kicked out of the house, because we can not afford to rent it anymore. My only hope is to wait for my husband who went out searching for jobs. I hope that he is successful at least, or else our family has nowhere to depend upon. It is not good for my children who do not get proper education and I can not imagine what humiliation or bad incidents that they would go through just because we were not a proper parents who can help our children.

Waiting for my husband and thinking that he could be also down. But I do not have the courage to stand up again and look out for my job or help my husband to stick back. I want to, but I feel discouraged because I could not even help my family, but only to keep my children from danger. I do not feel like that I would be successful and get my self straight, simply I do not know what to do. I am hopeless, the things that I can do is just wait for my husband to come. I need to get back up not because of me but because of my family and my children.

WoLf vs PiGs

I came here with my honest and humble opinion of mine
Dear judges who are equivalent on each side, 
It is rather incorrect that I was trying to eat them
I wish to have my speech to defend myself 
because the three little has falsely accused me for attempt to eat them,


I am not saying that I haven't done anything wrong but the pigs were babbling all day long
Maybe I have been sensitive or just rash, but I was trying to teach them a lesson that life is not as good as playing around in the middle of the day. There are people who work over limits in order to develop the society and earn wages. Also, I am similar, since I work for this country and take pride in the job. However the pigs were playing, and doing nothing. I could see that they are wealthy enough to play all day, but they were missing out on their chances to success. They were not willing to work and neglect on things they do. I thought that they don't know how important it is to work and achieve things. I was trying to teach them the definition that life can be rewarding. Just like when a farmer harvest after the long and hard work that they do everyday, the crops and fruits are made with their sweats, time, and passion. I believe that even the pigs should know this.


I thought that our country's younger generation was more developed and thought they were smart minded who were willing to help the society. Also, I thought that younger generations are kind and thankful for what they get, but maybe it was just my imagination. When I tried to speak to them about the condition critical condition that they are neglecting, they did not listen and they hid in their own house of theirs. I could not help myself to be angry and yell at them. They could have just listened to me and ignore it, but they were rude and pointless. They were living pointless life and having themselves waste their talents that they could have used to live a life that could have been more significant.


This could have turned out much more easily if they were not stupid enough to hide in their houses when someone is trying to tell you something. I hope by this incident people around the country learn to work hard and not neglect like the three little pigs.

Where I'm From

I am from the gun smoke of the sudden attack,

reaching to become the #1 main riffle.

I am from the back of the valley of hagwon of study,

eyes sore from the huge work load.

Staking up the finished homework and essay pleases me.

Beating up children at the backstreet,

gives me allowances for the week.

I'm from the GTA,

putting cheat code and stealing cars.

I'm from the DJMAX

putting rhythm & beat to the sound.

I'm from the world of dishonesty 

downloading musics illegally.

I'm from the house,

the house that is seven stories high.

I'm from the country that

has endless greed fields.

From the control of my mouse,

I can be #1 in the score board.

Under the rules that I'm ,

I follow the regulations that stops me from going mad.

I am at the place where people are

crazy for the money and studies.

I am from itunes

syncing musics into my ipod touch.
Mixing chemical and experimenting is
exciting.
Building up skills and making experience
to help me with my future.