3 Questions

1) How can I connect with Science and my religion (Christianity)?
2) What does it mean to be a scientist?
3) Why is "Science" important for me? In Ethnical and moral ways

Spiritual gifts Assesment

Administration- clarifying goals, devloping stratiges and plans, organizing people and events, managing details
Leadership- Taking responsibility for directing groups or people; motivating and guiding others to reach important goals; influencing others. These were the 'gifts' that was written as the result for my questions. To think that oneself has significant gift is marvelous. However, I don't know if that is true value of myself. This is just one of the gift that I have right? Everybody has this gift, which might show up just little by little. I think that problem is that I do not know if this just specified talent for each one from God or is it just general thing that oneself think, about yourself?
As I finsih my reflection, I think that I will never find the answers for my questions. Since hardest thing to recognize is oneself's mind and dream. But I will struggle for my goal, becase I found and analyzed about my talents and charcteristics.

Day 6th with Mrs. Gunther

Today is the last day with Mrs. Gunther. To tell you the truth, I don't remeber what I did in the last day. I always get this pieces of memory in my head, where I can connect each sence with only guesses. Which means that I have very short term memory. Whatever the reason is, I remeber that I had to finish the booklet..... Oh! That day I finished it and matched with the given job list. I got job like chemisit, which was my pick and psychologist counciler which was little different what I expected. I knew that I would like to be a psychologist or physcial-chemisist because it was my goal from the beginning. I don't know why but I have this thought that I have to help human being. It may be becasue of my childhood experience, but I hope that this thought that is stuck in my head will keep me foucused when I get myself off track.

Day 5 with Mrs. Gunther

            Once again we started with looking at the presentation that Mrs. Gunther gave. It was talking about tips for beneficial learning, regarding to the test that I took last class. I’ve learned that I should work in the quiet place, where I could just nibble on something and study in cool places. This seemed to fit my characteristics. But, still I don’t know if this is 100% correct or occasionally correct for my studying time. I might have to talk to the teacher or adults about this. I came to conclusion that we are choosing our own path with just interest and thoughts that currently one has, which may become bad choices in the future just like the booklet told me. On one side I felt like I am just chasing after a life that is just meaningless. I couldn’t stop thinking about how contradictory the story of adults were against my current goals. I hope that I can continue and pursuit my dream to become a scientist.  

Day 4 with Mrs. Gunther

Today oneself took the survey for the whole class. I have found that most of the questions repeated, not same, but similar pattern. It was uneasy task, because some question made me skeptical about my own self. For example, I didn’t know weather I was good at studying with or without music on and I thought that I was clear about answering some, but I began to think differently as it inquired same question over and over. Afterwards I began took another test called personality test. It was just similar test to previous one, but this time I had to take it twice. Since, I couldn’t decide clearly I had to take it twice. This process frustrated me until the end of the school, but I think I feel like I’ve spent enough time to think over myself.

Reflection of day 3 with Mrs. Gunther

Checking one's homework, Mrs. Gunther looked satisfied, but not completely, some people did finish their homework, and some didn't. The homework packet that we received didn't have clear instructions. Opaque as it was I neither James nor Gene who sat next to me didn't finish all of them. But we moved one without asking things. I believe that, it was just minor stuff that we had to do, to keep our thoughts organized. Subsequently, we had to list some things. This list was things that we kept high priority on. I knew and learned that I had to keep God and Jesus in first, but that wasn't on the list.This took me long enough to end the class by the time I finished it. I got things like making money and getting into good social position as my top lists. Things like making my parents and God happy will only happen, if we are successful in the society. I can't realize how to keep God first and follow the money at the same time. Its like the society is making me follower of money, but in my spiritual life, I know that I shouldn't. Each classes that I take and each day I live, I leave behind more and more questions. I don't know why this world is so inconsistent and contradictory. Society tells you how to do things, but on the other hand you have to listen to your moral and religious being which seems to be miss-matched. Anyway, I should just listen and follow, until I can comprehend the life that I am living. (I feel like I've written abstract and unclear stuff)

Definition of Talent

Talent is anything that human are given naturally or sharpened, that is used for yourself and others. I believe everyone has talent. Talent is something that we can get, but also we can make it into our own by experiencing and taking into to your limit then it is talent. Talent is so common with people that people tend to think that they don't have talents, but it is not true that we don't have any, since we have the talent to read, eat, breath, blah, blah, blah. However, people do have talents, and if you think you don't, then you just didn't get to acknowledge that, yourself.

I think my talent is the voice and speech that I have. I have the voice and speech ability that can persuade people and sometimes lead people. I don't think that I gained it, but God gave it to me. Also, I have this thing, that I can cling onto. I have this "thing" which helps me, not to give on things and hold it tightly until the end. This talent gives me positives effects, but also it sometimes keeps me from quitting things when it should be. I have various talents and I think that it should be used for the good.

Day 1: Thought questions

I will be choosing my career by my decision and the decision that I made did not change from my youngest age that I can remember. I chose this career because, I was researching about environmental issues that our planet was facing. I came to realize that the Earth might be endangered after few decades, so I thought I wanted to help that problem. I just wanted to end this terror and fear that I faced. In my childhood I thought that Earth could become unsafe place for my family to live. For some reason I was desperate, and I wanted to end this. Therefore, I came up with most significant job to help the problem that we face. It was scientist, to make it more detailed, chemi-physics scientist. I thought this would be interesting, because I enjoy science and this was my biggest ambition that I dreamt of from the beginning. I don't think that my gender matters for this topic. Unless it is physical work that we are doing, the gender probably don't matter to scientist. Also, this career that I chose, was from Discovery channel, who showed that there is a possibility of Earth's end and from my parents (scientist), who taught me little bit of science everyday. I have been living in Christian family and I do believe that God is taking care of me. I just hope that this career that I take is not unethical. Even though I have this religion, I will do with my faith.